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The Art of Composed Chaos

March 13th, 2024
I am a cage, in search of a bird. — Franz Kafka

My Dance of Composed Chaos: A Journey to Authenticity

Y’all know I love some self-reflection. The journey to find the core of one’s self… The ticker… Today, let’s cut the pretense and dive deep into the raw truth of my existence. If you’ve been following along with my blog, you’ve probably sensed the underlying theme: honesty and authenticity. Today, I had a revelation – my life is a delicate balance of what I like to call ‘composed chaos’. Sounds like an oxymoron, right? It’s like trying to smash two magnets together, only to have them repel each other with a force that’s both frustrating and fascinating.

But here’s the thing: I’ve come to terms with this chaotic dance. It’s not about forcing harmony where none exists; it’s about embracing the beautiful messiness of life.

So, why do I find solace in chaos? And why do I crave moments of composure and calm amidst the storm? It’s time to ask the tough questions and uncover the truths lurking beneath the surface.

First off, let’s tackle the chaos. For me, chaos isn’t just random disorder – it’s the whirlwind of emotions, experiences, and ideas that shape who I am. It’s the messy canvas upon which I paint my story, with each stroke adding depth and complexity to the masterpiece of my life.

But why do I seek chaos? Perhaps it’s because chaos is where growth thrives. It’s in the midst of uncertainty and unpredictability that I discover new perspectives, challenge my beliefs, and push the boundaries of what I thought possible. Chaos is the catalyst for change, the spark that ignites my creativity and fuels my passion for life.

Yet, amidst the chaos, there are moments of calm – fleeting respites that offer clarity and perspective. These moments of composure are essential for grounding myself, for finding balance in the midst of the storm. They remind me to breathe, to pause, to reflect on the journey I’ve traveled and the path that lies ahead.

So, how do I reconcile these seemingly contradictory forces – chaos and composure, disorder and harmony? The answer lies in embracing the duality of existence. Life isn’t linear or predictable; it’s a messy, beautiful mosaic of highs and lows, triumphs and tribulations.

By accepting both the chaos and the calm, I can find peace within myself. I can navigate the twists and turns of life with grace and resilience, knowing that each moment – whether chaotic or composed – is an opportunity for growth and self-discovery.

So here’s to embracing the dance of composed chaos – to living authentically, boldly, and unapologetically. Because in the end, it’s the messy, imperfect moments that make life worth living.

Join me on this journey of self-discovery, as we navigate the beautiful chaos of existence together. Who knows what we’ll find amidst the tumultuous waves of life? One thing’s for sure – it’s bound to be one hell of a ride.

Stay tuned for more musings, revelations, and adventures. And remember, it’s okay to embrace the chaos – just don’t forget to find moments of composure along the way.

Until next time…… The Bird
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Giver or Taker? Who are You?

March 12th, 2024
Hey, are you still enjoying that?

Today was like any other day at work—filled with unexpected twists and turns that keep me on my toes. But today’s journey took me on a quest to find one of my favorite patients who was en route to the hospital in an ambulance.

Instead of opting for a simple phone call, I found myself driving to not one, but two different hospitals in search of her. As luck would have it, I happened to be near the first hospital her granddaughter thought she might have gone to. Needless to say, she wasn’t there, so I embarked on a one-hour journey to reach her.

Call it intuition or divine guidance, but I felt compelled to find her, and my gut led me straight to her side. Along the way, a serendipitous encounter with a penny reaffirmed that I was on the right track.

Upon arriving at the ER, I found my sweet 86-year-old friend in a less than ideal condition. Despite her struggles, she’s a giver through and through. A widow who has endured the unimaginable loss of burying two children, she continues to give tirelessly to her surviving child, even in the face of theft and threats to her well-being.

This imbalance between giver and taker struck a chord with me. Life is often portrayed as a delicate balance between light and dark, good and bad. Yet, witnessing the selfless care of a young giver juxtaposed with the selfishness of a taker’s actions made me question my own role in this dynamic.

As I pondered on this throughout the evening, a simple act at the grocery store served as a poignant reminder. Watching someone abandon their shopping cart in the parking lot, despite the designated return area being mere steps away, highlighted the stark contrast between giving and taking.

It made me wonder—what kind of person am I? Am I a giver or a taker? And more importantly, who do I aspire to be?

In a world where the lines between right and wrong can blur, these questions linger in my mind. But one thing is clear: the choice is ours to make. Will we choose to give, to uplift and support those around us? Or will we take, prioritizing our own needs at the expense of others?

As I reflect on today’s events, I’m reminded of the profound impact of our choices. So I ask you, dear reader: Who do you want to be? The giver or the taker?

The answer lies within each of us, waiting to be discovered and embraced. And in that choice, we shape not only our own destiny but also the world around us.

Let’s strive to be givers in a world that sometimes takes too much. After all, it’s the giving that truly enriches our lives and those of others.

Tag: wellbeing

The Art of Composed Chaos

Giver or Taker? Who are You?